Saturday, October 23, 2004
failure mi...
Feeling blue recently... Realli upset abt mi results... Wanna give up le... How? I flunk almost everything... See others n then look at myself... I AM A FAILURE!!! haiz... juz got scolding frm mi parents, nagging non stop... Mi realli headache already... Feel like ging up on miself le... how can i score well in my o levels if i can't even pass mi normal school exam? Is ITE for mi? Haiz... I realli hope tat mi o level results will not be so bad... I realli scared... How?
O level chinese coming le... But i dun have the mood to study... Totally giving up on miself already.. even i can feel tat mi parents are realli disappointed abt mi results... I realli let them down... Sorrie.. Wat to do, i am juz so useless!!! i am lost already... wat to do? Where to go? anione can tell mi?
I realli feel like sleeping, hoping not to wake up... Becoz i believe tat onli in my dreams, i can have the results i wan... the future i hope for and if i am not please wif my dream, i can wake up n say tat it is onli a dream...
I am realli sad... Feeling VERI bad... i can feel tat mi parents are sad... I DUN WANT!!! everytime i talk to them, i can feel n i realli wanna cry... But i force miself not to becoz i am a brave gal!!! But i feel very bad... sometimes realli cannot control my few drops of tears... Too many tings happened in such a shot time... Breathless... Sad... Disappointed... Fustrated... Speechless...
how I wonder what you are;
[10:39:00 PM]
Friday, October 15, 2004
lost and empty...
So long no entry le... haha... Exams wat!!! haiz... worried!!!! i am realli afraid on getting mi results... Afraid that i will fail... Haiz... Nvm, i had tried mi best le.....
Todae was the last paper le... haha... happi... Mi, felicia n peiqi went to orchard... Pei Qi spend the most todae(haha... bought sth special 4 someone hohz =P) haha... todae mi n fel also did sth painful... we went to pierce a ear hole!!! haha... veri pain lehz!!! ouch... i almost cried... now still pain!!! i veri scraed got infection lehz... Painful... Ouch... We bought sth nice at taka also... Haha, bring to school soon... haha!!!!!!!!
Sianz... realli veri bored!!! i dun noe wat to do lehz... Feel so empty suddenly.... haha...
I tink tat's all already ba... Wish u all good luck n get good grades!!!
how I wonder what you are;
[9:46:00 PM]
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